i think my headaches only come at night.
after a day full of candy.

i almost died last night choking on my medicine.
i was so ready to puke my guts out.
but drinking lots of water helps.
and i decided to throw the other pill away.
cause i thought that i was going to let everything out though my mouth.

i don't know why i sent that message to you.
it just seems that i had to send it though.
urgh!
i don't know la.
but the reply i got.
it sent me into some kind of shock.
i didn't expect you to wait for me.
even though you were sick.
i told you not to hope.
cause its most likely not going to happen.
i'm just sorry that all this happened.

drey;
so tell me how you get so fly?
oooooh!
i cannot wait for holland village!
and eat yummy german sausages.
and beef stew!
and all the shopping we can do there!
oh yeah.
and one more thing.
i've miss you so!


my mp3 screen cracked!
oh my god.
i'm so going to cry.


sunday is going to mark the worst day of my life.
fear not.
i'll just show her.
yeah.
and hope that works just fine for me.
lets just hope.

i'll just come back later.